our house, near the letterbox, 6.00am
waiting for a word
I am beginning to forget my native tongue –
to be in touch with the land of his birth
the emigrant needs someone to write to –
my mother doesn’t write,
she talks on the phone,
how hard it is to get up in the morning
I tried to tell her that BMW had started
to hide some foreign words in their ad campaign
but they are not the ones I knew when I was a child:
niederlassung is not one of them
now the first foreign bird begins to sing,
and I am snatched out of my normal existence
and for a moment I find myself back in that tiny room
that I shared with my two brothers –